I have noticed for the past two months that I developed an obsession with a particular food at a time. Like I'm dating with food, and it all began with the
eierkoek. I can still remember not liking it the first few times it was offered to me during the family Sunday breakfasts. If you must know, I wasn't a big fan of bread and pastries. I'm still not, actually, but my taste buds changed, as did a lot of things. I loved eating my rice three times a day, but now, we eat it once or twice in two weeks. Last month, I ate nothing but
eierkoek for breakfast for two weeks straight then I refused to lay my eyes on them at the supermarket in the days that followed. Seeing the empty basket in the middle of the aisle is a relief but at the back of my head, there's a voice that screams, "where is it?!"
But then, I found a new fling. I binged and binged. On chips. Lay's Mexican Salsa, to be exact, and that lasted for a week. Sadly, the last bag was an effort to finish. It just came to the point where enough is enough. I skipped the chips section at the supermarket the week after. And tell you what, I'm not fond of chips at all.
So, guess what I'm into right now? Maltesers! It's chocolate, for crying out loud! I'm not a chocolate lover. I don't have a sweet tooth. Not until recently.
And, there's the cola addiction. I still can't lay off the soda however I want to. Maybe I survived a week without it but then it wooed me again and I instantly caved in. If I could get drunk with cola, I'd have a hangover every other day.
There are also days when I don't eat much and skip meals. It happens more than once a month. I know that my eating habit has gone awry and only I can change that. I also know that I can't keep blaming it on winter. Perhaps if winter flashes the magic white blanket out, I'll drink nothing but tea and water the whole season. But I doubt that winter will be a good sport this year.
I probably should start doing what my friends do. Hit the gym, do yoga, be health conscious, get into sports again and feel better about my body. It's a recurring issue that I do nothing about. But that will change soon. I'm taking belly dancing lessons with Monique in January and I'm looking forward to it!